Well, I have nothing to say much. I just wanna post about my little Taemin has been grown up and having his sweet 20 this year. WOW! I just sounds like a mom already. How fortunate am I if I had a cute kid like him. Hmm...never imagined that he is already 20 years old. His baby face doesn't shows that he is. Just look how adorable he is in this picture. Heheh...I just download this on Internet. Don't worry. I'm not too fanatic towards him. I'm not fanatic over idols. If Runningman, yes. I do fanatic about them. Hahahah
Seriously talk, the questions aren't difficult, at all. I managed to answered it according what I had read yesterday. And that's the problem! I just can answered for the questions that I had read only. If I didn't read it yesterday, it means no answer then. It will have an answer, but of course, it is not THE answer. There are bunch of it. The very first of the question was really....damn, I don't know what to say. I just like, "OH MAN, WHAT IS THIS?!" So I dumped it awhile, I continued to answered next question. Hmm...thank god that the afterward question aren't difficult at all. But, just like I said earlier, I just can answered the question that I read about it yesterday only. Hmm...I just hope that I can get as many as possible the right answer. Hahahh. Hope so :/
Chemistry DAEBAK! Hahahh. WOW! I never expected that I answered the questions really fast. As if I know the questions well. Hmm...there must be something wrong about me.
Whatever.
Hahhahh. Even though I didn't like this subject, Alhamdulillah I managed to answered it swiftly and (maybe) right answers. Really, it feels wonderful if you can solved the questions it right. Yes, of course there will be some questions that I can't do it well but at least this is my best performance. And I am glad about it.
I'm telling you seriously, okay.
The PART B was a little bit difficult but still can answered it. But who knows? Whether I did it good or bad. Just let the rest in examiner's hand, okay. Let's focus on my last exam; Science Computer.
Okay, That's all. Do pray for me a good luck tomorrow.
Oh man, Biology's paper also like shit! Huwaa~ here, I thought I can depends on Biology but WHY??? How can this happened? I felt like wanna cry, right now. I thought Genetic Inheritance was going to be one of the questions but NO! Damn it. At last, the unfamiliar questions pop out of nowhere. And I, have to answer it even I didn't know the true answer. Then, the essay part. URGHH!! God! Please don't torture me anymore. I felt like shit. I suppose to write about transcription but I wrote about replication. Stupid mistake, right? It's 12 marks! ALLAHUAKBAR!
Okay, past is past. So now, get ready for my next battle; Chemistry. Hmm...I can't say much about this opponent. So, let me prepare for it.
I'm so mad right now. The questions of Math's paper is like shit! It felt just like I had answer for a university's level. So damn hard. Even my roommate, Fatin Nadia (Nad) that loves Math, also can't do it well too. For me, of course grade D will be awaiting. The Paper 1 Math is better than Paper 2, but all my friends said that the Paper 2 is much easier. Hmm...whatever. For me, I have more confident in Paper 1. Urghh! I'm so furious during answered the questions. Nad tells me that my face looks scary enough when I am angry. LOL. I guess, that's why I seldom gets angry, because my face will change. Hahhahh...
Even though my paper Math was like shit, luckily, my English was quite better. I just hoping that I did it excellently. I also a bit surprised when I wrote the essay because when I started to wrote it, the time was too short for me. I also didn't know how can I have that much ideas in shorter time with the bombastic words. Alhamdulillah :)
So, the final exam that we waited for too long finally come! PSPM is on his way here. I guess, no playing around anymore. IT'S TIME TO GET SERIOUS! I can do well in Biology and Science Computer but not in Chemistry and Mathematics. I'm totally not into them. Even though I study hard for these subjects, the result seems a bit disappointed to me. I never get A in my Form 5. I barely got A in my Mathematics Modern in my SPM! What a luck.
In this PSPM, I seriously going to do my best. Hoping for miracle happens is such a waste to be. I need to depends on my own ability to get 4 flats. Hmm...okay. Goodbye. Gotta study for entire week (erk!!)
Okay, today I don't know what's going on with my head that makes me wanna post about this thing in this entry. Hmm...whatever it is, I'm gonna pursue for it. As you can see, I wanna tell you guys about tips how to get a slimmer body by just simple yet effective *chew some fruits* So, check below this.
1. Drink a plenty of plain water.
You can drink your favorite nescafe/coffee, maybe some orange juice in your breakfast, but after that drink a lot of water and do not take the carbohydrate/juice/cafein.
2. Eat in 5-6 small portion than 3 big portion per day.
Statistic depicts that they who divide their meals will eat less 30% in next meal. For example, if you divide your breakfast into two meal; before you go to office and another when during recess time, you willnot eat more in lunch. Your body will excrete less insulin that control the sugar level in blood and hunger.
3. Have a walk about 45 minutes a day.
If you walk everyday for 45 minutes, 13kg of your mass in a year will loss without you aware of it. Easy, right?
4. Use more blue colour in your life.
There is a reason why a restaurant didn't use blue colour in their decoration. Believe or not, blue colour obstruct your appetite. So, start using blue colour in your kitchen! In the meantime, avoid using red, yellow and orange colour, which makes you more hungry.
5. Use smaller plate.
Do you know, the more food in front of you, the more you eat even you are not hungry much. Therefore, use smaller plate, okay?
6. Eat when you are hungry.
Sounds easy but do you know that almost of the people eats when they are bored, nervous and so on. So, after this, make sure you eat when your stomach growls. Easiest experiment - if you crave for something; you aren't hungry. If you are hungry enough, anything doesn't matter. You eat what you had been served.
7. Chew slowly.
Scientifically, human's brain left behind 20 minutes than our stomach to give sated signal. So, try to enjoy your food and your brain will give a signal when to stop.
8. Eat more fruits.
Fruits give you satisfaction than a box of fruit juice, which means you eat less food all day. Star eating fruits, you folks!
In my last entry, I did tell ya about BLOCK B that made a comeback with their hit song, "Very Good", which I really love the meaning behind this MV. I love everything about them. They are all having fun despite all the hardship that they had through together. You also didn't want to miss the "BLOCK B MATCH UP" at MTV. That program reality reveals what are they doing on their leisure times.
In this entry I wanna share a recipe, that won't take long of your time. I enjoy making these if I had some times. My siblings really love this desert. So, please try make these simple yet superb cake. Really recommend to you. Just check below for the recipe.
P/S : I'm sorry for lost of ideas for this entry. Hahah
Ingredients :
1/2 cup of Milo 1 cup of milk 1/2 cup of cocoa powder 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1/2 cup of water 5 eggs 3/4 cup of butter 250g Marie biscuits 1/2 cup of sugar
Directions :
Pour cocoa powder, Milo and water in a pot and stir
On low heat, add butter, sugar, vanilla, eggs and milk to the mixture and stir until thickens. Roughly it will take about 15 minutes of stirring to get a custard-like consistency.
Break the biscuits into quarters and stir into the custard mixture.
In the meantime, prepare a container
Pour the mixture into container and press down. Refrigerate for about 3-5 hours
Today, I happened to visit a blog (http://liz-chan.blogspot.com) that I randomly click. Guess what? I found these amazing, stunning pictures. Owh! How I wish I can take pictures like that. I'm so envious with them who are very skillful with the camera and stuff. I hope my turn come fast. Hehhe
This picture tells us that a beautiful, innocent and yet dark. I do sounds like a pro, right? Hahhahh!
Actually there are more splendid photographs that I wanna show you guys but I afraid that it may consume a lot of space in my blog. So....let's save it up for next time, okay?
Urgh! How lucky I can be if I have a DSLR right now! Huahh, I craving for it so much since I'm in secondary. But my parent won't easily buy it for me, so what I have to do is save up some money. I know I may get it late but at least I try not to burden my parents because of it. If you want something, do it yourself.
Okay! I target that I will have a DSLR when I'm in 20 years old. I don't care. I want it even I will have to use my money in Tabung Haji (how about my studies?)
As you can see, I actually wanna share about a song that lately frequently I play in my phone. This song is Better off (Hangul : 버리고가 ; bu ri gu ka) sang by SHINee, a boy group from South Korean. I personally love to hear this song. This ballad song will be suit enough to play in the night before I sleep. Hmm...I love the feeling. This song originally from Korea but what I share here is the English translation. If I put the original lyrics, confirm all of you didn't understand a damn thing.
This video is just the piano cover. Even so, still worth hear it.
You must think that I am weird, right, out of the blue talking about how to make pancakes. Hahah, well, this is due to lack of ideas to write for this entry. So I decided that I wanna talk about pancakes today. Is it convenience for me to talk about it? Huhu~
Ingredients :
200g of plain flour
350-400ml of milk
2 eggs
1 tablespoon of oil
Methods :
1) Put the flour into a large bowl, pour milk and eggs together. Give a quick whisk until you have a smooth batter.
2) Add 1 tablespoon of oil and whisk thoroughly
3) Take a frying pan and scattered oil on it. Heat it up for a minute.
4) Then, add a ladleful of batter to the pan and immediately swirl it around the pan to get a nice even layer.
5) Cook the pancake for 30-40 seconds. Carefully check at the underside before turn it over. Cook the other side for 30-40 seconds. Then, transfer into the serving plate.
I tell you this recipe because this is the only desert that I made excellently. so I have confidence in it. Hahahh!
My BLOCK B is back!!! Okay now I had said that twice. Do you know who is Block B? Block B is the short term of Blockbuster. They actually a hip-hop group from South Korean. This group consists of seven members; Zico(Woo Jiho), Lee Taeil, B-Bomb(Lee Minhyuk), Ahn Jaehyo, U-Kwon(Kim Yukwon), Park Kyung and P.O(Pyo Jihoon). P.O is my favorite. Hahahh. They amazed people by doing rapping and singing experience. They also good in composing their own song. Hmm...what a talented guys.
They had through hardship for a year where their company didn't paid them and also stole about $70K from Block B's family. After the company got the money, the CEO of the agency committed suicide. Poor them. They are just a bunch of young guys, always having fun and do not care for what people gonna say about them. That is why I love them so much. Because they do their things in their own way. Even after they had been ripped off by the old agency, they struggle and fight back for it. Now, they are under Seven Seasons, I hope that they did well.
Block B's members
Is that Running ball?
P.O, my fav. Hohho
Nothing to say more. Please enjoy their new comeback song. First song is so catchy while the second one is R&B. Both of the video are connected.
I love more for this song. If you look up the lyrics for this video, you know how meaningful their fans (BBC) to them. Hmm...I'm touched. Hahhaahh!!
Well, as for this AWESOME Wednesday, I got a precious experience here; I'M KAYAKING. Okay, so I already mention about this stuff, I'm gonna get through over it. Actually, I really didn't know how to kayak very good. My very first experience with kayak is when I was 14 years old. That is my first. Then, this is time, is my second. Hell, yeah. I just wonder why I missed such a good experience all this year. Hmm...whatever.
The teacher said that he will make us suffer enough today. Oh gosh. What is he up to? Then, he asked us to jump into the water. Urgh! The water surely smells disgusting. It has nothing but mud. My shoes are covered by it, COMPLETELY!After that, he asked us to floated ourselves. Thank God that I expert in this. Next, we do the kayak session and then I realized that I didn't have a partner. Damn. A few minutes later a student came. Why did she came late? Well, actually she is a girl that happened to be same in lecture class.
After we got on this kayak, we set off smoothly. I am the one that got front seat. A am the leader (pfftt). So, we play this thing for about a half of an hour. She said that I'm good in this (Hohho). FUNNY. I didn't know whether that I'm too good or she is too lousy. I enjoy this sport so much.
I am a bit depressed today. Why? Hmm...because of my shoes, which had been completely damaged. Maybe I wore it ghastly or maybe because I didn't treat it well (?). Whatever it is, I didn't have any shoes to wear on to class! I just thought that I want to buy a new one when I went to outing, but you know, I didn't have much money for it. As when I have the cheaper prices, it won't fit my feet. When I got the suitable size, the price is way too expensive. Should I just buy the snickers with the allowance money? Huwaaaa~
This is so unfair.
How I wish I have a smaller feet....and smaller body.
I didn't wish at all to be tall like this.
My heart is crying, you know. That is the rhyme of my heart. Hahhah. What the hell that I am talking about?! Okay, you know that I am joking, right. Don't take it seriously.
Well, I guess, when I back home, I will be able to buy a new one. Just endure it Atikah. You just have to wait for another 4 weeks. Hahahh, a makeover is compulsory for my shoes. I just need to stick on the cellotape on it. What a mess it would be. No one will be able notice. I am positive about it.
Alright, I have to go now. I need to do it well so you wouldn't notice it. Goodbye!!
As for today, my classmates and I went to watch movie together. Not at the cinema but in the Harvard room. My teacher, Sir Izehari, had promised us a movie to watch. I have no idea what kind of movie was that. Hopefully, have no too-much romance in it. Hmm...no porn as well. Opps. Hahahh, like if he wanted to bring 'them' here in matrix. While we waited for Sir to come, which he was a bit late, around 15 minutes, we managed to take pictures. Well, you know...girls. Cameras and girls are inseparable. See?
Me and Nad
My classmates, 2M3S10
Okay, enough of that, I want to talk about the movie. The movie is called as The Classic, a melodrama from South Korean. This film tells the parallel love stories of a mother and daughter. The story of the mother is told partially in flashbacks.
The movie starts when the daughter, Ji Hye is cleaning up her house when she comes across a box full of old letters and a diary that detail the story of her mother, Joo Hee. When she read one of those letters, a flashback scene was starts. These flashbacks are intertwined with Ji Hye's own story, in which she falls for a student, Sang Min, a member of school theater.
I cannot explained much of it, because if I did, you will suffer the dizziness to fathom it right. So, I suggest you to watch it by yourself. This film really is something. Even this movie actually about romance, it also put an important value in it. Friendship. Yeah, it occurs between Joon Ha and Tae Soo. An arranged marriage between Tae Soo and Joo Hee, made them trapped between love and friendship. This also occurs between Ji Hye and her friend. I can't recalled her name, sorry.
I don't know how to end up this entry now, because I have so much to tell you about this good movie. All I can say is that the circle is completed; Joo Hee's daughter (Ji Hye) and Joon Ha's son (Sang Min) have fallen in love. Nice ending, right? If you want to know the detail how they met each other and what kind of story that her mother told, just open the Youtube. You surely find the answers.
SPARTA!! Hahahh. A word describing Kim Jong Kook in Runningman. Okay, I should explain it better for you guys. Actually, Runningman is a variety show from Korea that I can classified as an 'action variety'; where the members and the guests must complete their mission or maybe games respectively to win the race. I think that this show is a never-before-seen new genre of variety show. I love about the excitement and the urge of winning the race.
Did you know who are the members in this Runningman show? Yoo Jae suk as the main MC of the program, Ji Suk Jin as the eldest among them, Kim Jong Kook, Song Ji Hyo, Haha, Gary and Lee Kwang Soo. Each of the member possess different character, which makes this show very pleased and interesting to watch. Kim Jong Kook here describe as the strongest, capable man. Song Ji hyo, the ace of them, always depict us a really good performances. Haha, known as Haroro because of his childish act. Not to forget that he also always make tantrums. As for Gary, hmmm......he is a talented guy. He also good in calculating. Kwang Soo? Hahahah. The icon of betrayal.
The member that I love the most is Yoo Jae Suk (유재석). He is a comedian as well as a host. The citizen proclaimed that he is the NATION OF MC. He got the nickname 'The Grasshopper' due to his early appearrances dressed as a grasshopper. I don't know why but he is a good and deliberate man towards his youngers. He always considerate for everyone. Even though his face looks unpleasant to see when he took off his glasses, he still have a cute eyes. Hahah. Of course he is old, if I'm not wrong, he is in his 41.
See? Isn't he cute? Hahahh
I also like Kim Jong Kook, but he is my second best. He can be an arrogant man, sometimes. He also loves to torture the kids ( Haroro and Gary), which makes me feel pity towards people around him. They all have to suffer enough for Jong Kook. I just love him when the game starts because he can easily win over everyone else. Hehehh...I just love him because of that. SPARTA!!! ( his trademark)
So, yeah. I wanna talk about the hit movie The Conjuring directed by James Wan. I bet all of you already know about this creepy, horror movie. This movie based on true story that happened back in 1970s. The paranormal investigator couple, Ed and Lorraine Warren are took the case of the Perron family who are experiencing increasingly disturbing events in their house.
I watched the movie with my roommate, Nad, in the dark, just two of us. I feel curious about them. Don't the children felt very frightened with their mom looks like that? The possessed mom that capable to do anything to them? They do really thought that they wash off the 'thing' completely (they can't because they don't have ALLAH s.w.t). I'm not offended the people that went through all of this kind occurrences.
I wanna post their pictures here. Oh! Have you seen the real-life Annabelle doll. The doll seriously different from in the movie. Completely different. 100% sure. In the movie the doll's face looks creepy but in the real life, it seems quite cute. Hmm...cute but dangerous.
P/S : I don't wanna post their pictures here. Hahahh.
Hi. Hmm...I am on bus right now, on the way to bus station. I had so much obstacles as I went to gate. I am tired. I didn't have my breakfast yet. My luggage is too big. Everyone look at me weirdly, but who cares. Because after this, I didn't have to bring a lot of stuff at the end of my semester. Then, when I arrived at the gate (to scan my matrix card), the lines are way TOOO LONG! Damn! Just thought I can be relaxed a bit because I went out earlier. Hmm...it's no use, I guess. I just need to be patient for it.
Okay, after my matrix card had been scanned, another heart-burning occurs. I waited for too long, but then after the bus arrived, people who came late got on the bus early. What an unfair, man? If you came late, just take your turn at the back! HOW FURIOUS I AM AT THAT TIME!!! I'm on the bus late, so I have to stand, which was very tired for me, who had been walking all day. Urgh! This Rapid bus took an hour for it to arrived at the station bus. Well, I am grateful that I didn't fell down because of too weary.
Then, after I reached at the station bus, I rushed off to the bus that headed to Indera Mahkota (IM) station bus. Why?? Because I took the bus to Batu Pahat there. Hmm, another long trip, I guess. But I completely wrong, as I thought the IM station bus quite far, though. It turns out that it only needs 15 minutes to get there. Hmm...alright then. My ticket was on 4.30 p.m. So, I thought of getting a snack isn't crime at all. Then, I leisurely went to bought top-up, a chocolate bread and a cup corn.
As the clock ticking almost 4.30, a sign of my Cepat express bus is nowhere. I started to feel nervous, whether I missed that bus or what. But 5 minutes later, a Cekap express came. A little bit confusion there, so I asked the operator to convince it. Hell yeah, that is my bus. At last! Ahhh, finally I can get home safely.
What an experience today. This is my first time taking bus to home (in matrix, of course). Whatever it is, I DID A GREAT JOB, hahah! Yeah, right.
Okay, as I mention earlier, my new cousin were born. I don't know when but definitely this month. His name is Mohd Faris bin Amnan. Completely off from their 'traditional name'. Well, they all Javanese. Hahah it's funny to say that way. Whatever it is, my uncle surely happy with this newborn baby. He just married last year. In the early of May, if I'm not wrong. I able to come his wedding, okay. Well, I'm happy for him. Even though, his age already over 30, at least he got his own child. Hahahh.
He and my older sister, Yong is five year apart. When, I was child, I thought that he is Yong's friend, because they are totally close. They more like friends than uncle-niece relationship. Hahah, ignore these sentences. A child's imagination is unlimited (what the?!)
Well, nothing to say more. Just look at the pictures, folk. These pictures taken by my mother, and she send to me via Wsapp. Can you see those eyes? Pointed-end eyes is our trademark hahahahh...
1) How are you describing yourself? Relax, big-eater and nice (Y)
2) What is the greatest things that you have? I must say, my mother.
3) What is your favourite colour? Red, blue, brown and grey.
4) What kind of cloth that you usually wear? Anything simple, alive and trendy. And no bling bling =.=
5) Do you read books a lot? Yeah. In fact, I love the thriller books most. Okay, maybe love story too. And any books from Sophie Kinsella and Wilbur Smith.
6) Favorite movie? There are thousands of them, but I choose 'Secret' by Jay Chou.
7) What animal do you like? Of course cats.
8) Who is your idol? Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. Love him.
9) What songs do you prefer? Ballad and pop song.
10) One thing that you hate the most? A doll. Don't ask me why.
Have you heard the rumors about the vouchers? Yeah, I bet you do. So, what I really want to write here is...I got some vouchers. That's it. End of writing.
Haha okay sorry.
Now this is my main point. After I got the vouchers, the UPS result is coming. Well, I got 2A 1B 1C and 1F. What a ghastly, bad-looking result. Seriously, the subject that I got F is Chemistry. None others. I already predicted that I might got the chemistry low, but that was unexpected super-low results. Hmm...what can I say. I admit that I am BAD in it.
So, now I got some vouchers, I may make an outing with my friends but not fixed yet. I want to ask Lili (if she want to). I do make some lists about it :
Last night, my mom wsapp me and told me that she made a bakso. My father are craving for it. Wahhh! It was really had been a long time since I didn't ate my mom's bakso. Okay now I'm sad. How great it would be if I'm in home right now. I get to eat whatever I want. Here, I just eat once a day. Of course it wouldn't be enough for me and usually I eat a plate full of rice. Hahahh...
Alright, when I return home, I will make sure that we make bakso together! Yong, Angah, Awa and will make this things together. I love the MEATBALL too~
Here I just want to share a song which I really like. Usually before I go to sleep, I will listen this song first. Haha, and its already became my habit, you know? This song were really good plus with the good-looking guys that sang the song ( haha ^.^ ). I'm sharing this just for fun. I know many bunch of good song out there. There are 2 different group in one group. Dizzy enough to absorb it? If you do know EXO then you don't have to.
Last week I did some shopping at ECM. Alone by myself. I think it is more fun and interesting to go out shopping by yourself because you are free to do whatever things you wish to, to stop by any shop that i want to and so on.
So, as always I paid a visit to my old time favorite elianto. There were a lot of things on sale and there were so many interesting items that I really adore. Enough said, YES, I love elianto. Hehe. I just wish that I have more money to buy those things. So envious to whom that have a lot of money to spend off.
After that, I went walking around and found my favorite watch, G-Shock. Of course, a kid like me couldn't afford to buy it but worth watching. I super-duper like it!
Then, I went to eat a blueberry shake at Chatime. It is more like to Cool Blog but this one is quite expensive. Nahh, it's okay. After all, I am the one who drinks it. Haha my pleasure ;)
Alrightie, that's all for today. Let's get ready for my next class. Bye!
How are you going lately? I'm doing just fine with the study but not Chemistry. That subject really killing me somehow. Alright, what I want to write here is not complaining about my study.
For the past few days, I've been updating my Facebook status regularly, more often than I did before. And some of my friends noticed that and were kind of baffled with what I did. They were asking me whether I was fine or not. I guess I am fine. Something is prebably bothering me but I know I shouldn't play around too much with my emotion, Cewahhh...
Is it because of my practicum? HELL no! I am enjoying it day after day. In fact I become closer and closer to them each day. But what is it? Bleigh, I don't know.
Well, I should get going for now. Not wasting any more time playing around. PSPM is around the corner. Of course I didn't want to end up getting a bad results because of my foolishness wasting time. O Allah, please help me regain my spirits.
Start our days with peace of mind and positive thinking. Surely you guys did this well. Never underestimated our ability to do and accomplish something. Have trust in ourselves. Not to forget that Allah s.w.t is always be beside us.
Always happy. The reason why people find it so hard to be happy is because they always see the past is better than now. So, be happy. You didn't want to waste your youth just because you are upset of something unreasonable. Come on, we have Him. He knows what He do ;)
P/S : As usual, easy to offer free advice, tough to follow it...
Actually here I want to share an old song sings by Britney Spears. It's not that I am a fan of her but I just fell with the song and the lyrics too. Whenever I felt down, I listen to this song to lift up my spirits. Haha sounds cliche, right? So what? This is my own opinion. Well, I don't know yours but this song definitely give me somewhat energy. I just take the parts relevant part for me.
I may appears weird in front of you guys. As far as you all know me, I am the type of person who likes to do things according on my own, It's true and I'm not going to deny about it. Sometimes, these actions of mine resulting me with no friends. I do have friends but the real one who can stay by my side that could hear all my wailing. Hahahh
Well, because of that, loneliness had became a part of my life here. It seems unavoidable for me. I know that in everything that I do would effect on the others. I didn't want to make they uneasy with me. Everything that I do may effect the others and I'm aware of that. I'm hoping that all my friends around me could fathom me well.
P/S : Am I a weird person? Hahahh
"Stronger"
Ooh hey, yeah
Hush, just stop
There’s nothing you can do or say, baby
I’ve had enough
I’m not your property as from today, baby
You might think that I won't make it on my own
But now I’m…
[Chorus:]
Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My loneliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger
That I ever thought that I could be, baby
I used to go with the flow
Didn’t really care ‘bout me
You might think that I can’t take it, but you’re wrong
‘Cause now I’m…
[CHORUS:]
Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My loneliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger
Come on, now
Oh, yeah
Here I go, on my own
I don’t need nobody, better off alone
Here I go, on my own now
I don’t need nobody, not anybody
Here I go, alright, here I go
[Repeat CHORUS]
Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My loneliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger
So I'm pretty sure I ate enough to cover the amount of food to fill up my dietary needs for a week. How about you guys? So much for me listening to the imam during Eid prayers (on the television) while keep struggling in the kitchen, prepare the meals. It's quite impossible to visit six houses and not eat at one because you don't want to hurt their feelings, right? Plus when there's a plate of lemang(glutinous rice) staring at me, it's quite of insult to it if I didn't have one. And then, right beside it is the table that full of desserts and cakes. Oh wow! Really feels in a heaven (??). Haha!
Actually I bet you guys are sick enough of looking at the pictures of Raya's cookies. Not sure why I'm posting up these cookies pictures. Haha. Anyway, not to be biased or what, but these are the best hazelnut chocolate chip cookies that I ever tasted. Of course my mum and sister baked them ;)
2nd August, the date that I have been waiting for too long
since I got enrolled here. At last, I can finally go home! Wuhuu.
But, the real moment that I really set my foot on my own
house is on 4th August. Why? Hmm...let's say that I didn't get the ticket for
home, and I have to stay overnight at my uncle's house in Kuantan.
Serves me right.
Oh, forget to be mention, as I stayed there, I did a thing that I have been longing to do. What is it? Baking! (What the?!) Truthfully, I'm bad with it. It seems that my hands doesn't have 'ong' in baking.
Are you curious about the word 'ong'? I'm sure you knew, because we Malaysian! Okay, I still want to elaborate on it. 'Ong' simply means by that doesn't have luck on something. Yeah, just like I said earlier.
As I mentioned before, I do baking. But it is not me who made the dough or what; my aunt does that. My job was just watched over the oven and put the cream and toppings. The simplest job ever (in baking life). What works that I can do except this? I might ruined everything. Even so, it's worth a try.
Yeah, maybe after this I try to make one? It's not impossible, but I know it costs me a lot if it doesn't worked out. Erk.
How's your raya? I bet that everyone have the good one. Alhamdulillah. But sadly, I still not in the Raya mood yet (for writing of course). So I'll write about it later. Today we are going to talk about Ramadhan!
Since the Ramadhan is the holy month for Muslims, I pretty sure every each of us did our very best to get His blessing. May all our good deeds accepted by Allah taala. As for me, its pretty challenging since I need to control my hunger which is not an easy task for a big-eater like me. Huhuhu. But anyway, I did my best. ( I almost drink my water, I hope Allah forgive me)
Here are my summary of my Ramadhan story, how about you? Mind to share?
Sahur with my roommates. That Maggi is a must!
Having an iftar with my family outside at a restaurant (which I forgot its name), a great event I would say! But somehow it turns out to be ugly. Why? Oh...here comes the critic mood in me. Okay, let me explain this carefully. The place is nice, very nice, but when the moment when we took our orders, something unsatisfied comes to circle us around. The food that we order on 9.41 pm came out late. Around 10.35 pm. Seriously?! 10.35 pm?! Are you kidding me? Almost an hour we had been there.
Then, the the food were tasteless, the price were really unreasonable and some punks who watched the soccer match yelled like crazy. All of that combined and lets see if there someone could turn to be Hulk. Haha. Kidding.
My lovely family.
Waiting for the food to come.
Even so, Alhamdulillah for all the great foods. Not to forget I managed to tarawikh frequently with my friends here at Surau Al-Muttaqim. Looking forward for te next year Ramadhan. In shaa allah.
p/s : Sorry, I didn't include the pictures of iftar with my classmates 2M3S10.
I'm truly sorry for not updating my blog. I'm quite busy now, with my new routine, fasting month Ramadhan (and playing games) of course ehem. Hahaha. Okay, shut the craps.
So yeah, I try to update more in the future and share something awesome with you guys. I'm pretty sure that it going to be good for both of us. There is a lot that happened to me but I can't remembered it so much as I am always forget that. Especially if that things is NOT necessary things. I talk to you, even the most important thing also I already forget, what more if that things is the least? For whom that close to me will understand this.
Here I would say sorry from the bottom of my heart for any wrongdoing that I've done to any of you. Including my lecturers who teaches me. Since Ramadhan is about to end and Syawal is just around the corner, it might be the right tie for me to say that. Though its quite early but heyy still we can say sorry at anytime and anywhere, right?
Assalamualaikum!!! Well, the weather forecast predicted heavy rain, and I can give them props for calling it right this time. As I was going back to hostel from the cafe, I couldn't help but noticed how heavy the air wih humidity. It was raining, and maybe the thunderstorm would coming. I hate thunderstorm as a child. My most vivid memory is this one storm that really sounded like a train collided with the house as it was passing along. How scary it was for a child to hear it? This scared the hell out of me.
I wasn't crying but more to be dumbfounded. I sat close to my father and held his arm tightly. Whenever I heard it, I sat close to my father and held his arm tightly. Now, thunderstorm don't exactly scare me, but they sure made someone's heart racing. True facts, though. I mean, you know what it is, you can't really be scared, but I suppose it's the same adrenaline rush that causes people that watch horror films. Haha, is it real?
The rains had passed as I do my blogging here. I looked outside my window and I realized something. How calm this world be? Seriously, this moment is quite rare for me to find; where the world seems much more quiet and peaceful. I enjoy to see this. Don't you think?
Wow, I almost heard like a literary man.
Okay, I'm finished now. I'll write more after this.
p/s: Its really get into mood if you play a sad song right now...or maybe a ballad? I don't know, which suits your liking. I prefer ballad.
Cokoloto turned one last week. She is such a big girl now! Who the hell is Cokoloto? My cute, playful big cat. Actually, she doesn't have brown fur even, it's just me who want to call her like that. I only realized it awhile after I thought about her. I really want to hug her right now. It just, I feel bad to the fact that I can't see her in her birthday(pfft). Unfortunately, I didn't have her photos before I got here. She must be missing me too, as I am the one that always play with her. IMaybe my father will take care of her but not my mom. My mom absolutely not one of the list that willingly take care of her, she even didn't want to touch her. Even so, she still okay if the cat play around her. Haha. My mom still have humanity, okay.
Oh man, speaking test is on 29 July. That means this Monday! For God sake, I'm still not ready yet for this. I feel so much butterflies in my stomach. I got nervous easily, up to level I might cry for no reason. When I get nervous, I really speaks way too fast, and it resulting my tongue got twisted. I still can recalled when I do the oral in front of my class, in secondary school. My tongue twisted numerous time. Haha. It can be a good memory for me, though. Still, my English isn't bad at all....maybe? What do you think? Okay enough? Although my English is good, but I lack of confidence if I have to give a talk in front of people. Scary. Ah, how am I going to do with myself? Going to figure it out later.
* This post is for myself. I'm finding myself a strength when everything are messed up. I have a dream. If you know your dream is become nearer and nearer, you will never stop to pursue it. Aiseyman Atikah. Well said! Haha. Chaiyok! Chaiyok!
Finally, Ramadhan is in the last 10. Must be the Muslims right now so buzy to grab the rewards that our God give to His servants in this last ten of Ramadhan, right? O Allah, please give me the strength to be apart of the group that very eager and excited want to pursue your rewards. Amin!
Let me ask you a thing. What is different between tahajjud and Qiamulail?
Tahajjud simply means we do a prayer after we wake up from sleep for awhile after the Isya'.
Qiamulail means that we liven up the night by doing something good such as read the Al-Quran, study, I don't know, maybe help your mom make the 'kuih raya' and continue sewing your clothes. Haha. Okay, no offence.
Even so, both of it really have its own rewards for those who works on it and put Allah first in everything. Well, I also noted this as for myself too. So, I hope that all of us will make a time for it.
At home, I noticed that my father always wake up in the night and then he perform the tahajjud. I really want to be like that but the fact that I can't get up easily after I fell asleep troubled me sometimes. So, there will be times when I perform the tahajjud and sometimes I don't. Hehe ;))
Okay, that's all. I hope we will meet again next time!
Oh wow! Hi! I just finish studying the Biology and Mathematics as the test is on Monday and Tuesday respectively. I don't how the question is, but I just hope that it is not so hard. Our teacher, Madam Ku Suyati said that the questions about chapter 1 and 2 only. I don't know if I can perform it well. I might let my teacher down, if I get low marks than I should be. As for the Mathematics subject, the teacher said that from chapter 1 until chapter 4, will be confirm in the test. The matrices is the one that troubled me so much right now. I still don't understand about this topic. I just found it a little bit confusing for me. There's a lot of queries that I want to ask to the teachers but I can't find the right time to see them in cubicle. When I have the time, the teachers aren't in their places. So frustrating, sometimes
Even so, if I manage to study with my roommates, maybe, in shaa allah, I will get some of the knowledge. Better half than nothing, right? Who knows, maybe if I study well for this night, I may answer well in the test. I just say maybe, I didn't say it's confirm, okay? So, I better make my leave then. Pray for me tomorrow!
Here I am sitting in the room, with my roommates, waiting for the azan to break the fast. A lot of foods that we brought from the bazaar. I went to buy a nasi kerabu with fried chicken. We share the foods together, all of us can have some of the tastes of the food. Is my sentences are correct? Oh, you know what, everyday I use up to RM6 to buy foods. I should be more careful in handling my financial. If I didn't manage it properly, I might risk my life here then. So, start from tomorrow, I will buy food below than RM4, if I can. I will try, though. In addition, I had made a rough calculation. If I buy foods at the Cafe A, I got to save some of my money. Usually, I spent RM3.90 per food that I buy there. So, maybe after this, I buy more at Cafe A. That is also depends if I lazy to go to cafe, I just straight to the bazaar, I guess.
Oh, around 11:20 pm, just now, my childhood friend suddenly call me. Actually, he also got enrolled here too. What a coincidence! But we never get chances to see each other. Maybe he got so buzy handling his stuffs here. What all I know that he got Module 2 because he didn't took the Biology subject. We went chatting until the clock ticking to the midnight.So many things that we talk about. Doesn't he has anything to do? I want to do my blogging here. So at the end we ended up our talk and I also want to finish up this entry too because I totally feel sleepy right now.
So then, let's make a stop here. Goodbye! See you later!
Okay, when in the Biology lab practical, we had been asked to do an experiment about transport across membrane. We divided into two experiments; in plant cell and animal cell. Get ready for the explanation.
Let's move to plant cell first. In this experiment, we must carry out the osmotic pressure of potato cells. So, of course we need a fresh potato. We prepared 15 potato strips and ready for to be weight. The result of the mass, Alin is the one who recorded in her book. Then, we prepared five boiling tubes containing different sucrose concentrations. Next, each of them, we put 3 potato strips to be equal and waited for 30 minutes.
In the meantime waited for the potato strips to react, we pursue to the second experiment. In the next experiment, we needed to carry out the haemolysis and crenation of erythrocytes. Sounds professional, right? To accomplish this experiment, we need a donor of the blood. Sabariah, or Sue, generously giving us her blood, despite being afraid of the needle sterilized lancet to prickle her finger later. Before we started prickled her finger that had been wiped with alcohol, she looks a bit scared. She even not dared to look up her finger. The one who carried the job to prickle her finger is me. After she recited some du'a, the process of it went smoothly. Her blood also came out pretty good, even though her face looks really pale. She almost fainted. The blood then dropped into each of the prepared test tube and left for a few minutes. After that, we observed the blood. The teacher complaint that the blood looks pretty. She proudly said that it's hers. Yeah, she deserves that praises.
Remember our first experiment? After the 30 minutes are over, we weighted it back for recorded. So that's how our experiments today are ended. Thanks for reading allthough it's boring to the maxi. Hehe ;))
