Entry 29 : Facebook addiction!!!

Assalamualaikum everyone...

   How are you going lately? I'm doing just fine with the study but not Chemistry. That subject really killing me somehow. Alright, what I want to write here is not complaining about my study.

   For the past few days, I've been updating my Facebook status regularly, more often than I did before. And some of my friends noticed that and were kind of baffled with what I did. They were asking me whether I was fine or not. I guess I am fine. Something is prebably bothering me but I know I shouldn't play around too much with my emotion, Cewahhh...

   Is it because of my practicum? HELL no! I am enjoying it day after day. In fact I become closer and closer to them each day. But what is it? Bleigh, I don't know.

   Well, I should get going for now. Not wasting any more time playing around. PSPM is around the corner. Of course I didn't want to end up getting a bad results because of my foolishness wasting time. O Allah, please help me regain my spirits.

Till then, goodbye (Y)

Entry 28 : Please, give me a POSITIVE vibe~

Assalamualaikum peeps ;)

    Start our days with peace of mind and positive thinking. Surely you guys did this well. Never underestimated our ability to do and accomplish something. Have trust in ourselves. Not to forget that Allah s.w.t is always be beside us.

   Always happy. The reason why people find it so hard to be happy is because they always see the past is better than now. So, be happy. You didn't want to waste your youth just because you are upset of something unreasonable. Come on, we have Him. He knows what He do ;)

P/S : As usual, easy to offer free advice, tough to follow it...

Entry 27 : I'm getting stronger day by day~

Yeahh assalamualaikum....

   Actually here I want to share an old song sings by Britney Spears. It's not that I am a fan of her but I just fell with the song and the lyrics too. Whenever I felt down, I listen to this song to lift up my spirits. Haha sounds cliche, right? So what? This is my own opinion. Well, I don't know yours but this song definitely give me somewhat energy. I just take the parts relevant part for me.

   I may appears weird in front of you guys. As far as you all know me, I am the type of person who likes to do things according on my own, It's true and I'm not going to deny about it. Sometimes, these actions of mine resulting me with no friends. I do have friends but the real one who can stay by my side that could hear all my wailing. Hahahh

   Well, because of that, loneliness had became a part of my life here. It seems unavoidable for me. I know that in everything that I do would effect on the others. I didn't want to make they uneasy with me.  Everything that I do may effect the others and I'm aware of that. I'm hoping that all my friends around me could fathom me well.

P/S : Am I a weird person? Hahahh

                                                           "Stronger"

Ooh hey, yeah

Hush, just stop
There’s nothing you can do or say, baby
I’ve had enough
I’m not your property as from today, baby
You might think that I won't make it on my own
But now I’m…

[Chorus:]
Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My loneliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger

That I ever thought that I could be, baby
I used to go with the flow
Didn’t really care ‘bout me
You might think that I can’t take it, but you’re wrong
‘Cause now I’m…

[CHORUS:]
Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My loneliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger

Come on, now
Oh, yeah

Here I go, on my own
I don’t need nobody, better off alone
Here I go, on my own now
I don’t need nobody, not anybody
Here I go, alright, here I go

[Repeat CHORUS]

Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My loneliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger

   

Entry 26 : Raya again!!!

Assalamualaikum guys!!

Hope you guys had a fun filled every Raya day! ;)

         So I'm pretty sure I ate enough to cover the amount of food to fill up my dietary needs for a week. How about you guys? So much for me listening to the imam during Eid prayers (on the television) while keep struggling in the kitchen, prepare the meals. It's quite impossible to visit six houses and not eat at one because you don't want to hurt their feelings, right? Plus when there's a plate of lemang (glutinous rice) staring at me, it's quite of insult to it if I didn't have one. And then, right beside it is the table that full of desserts and cakes. Oh wow! Really feels in a heaven (??). Haha!

 
        Actually I bet you guys are sick enough of looking at the pictures of Raya's cookies. Not sure why I'm posting up these cookies pictures. Haha. Anyway, not to be biased or what, but these are the best hazelnut chocolate chip cookies that I ever tasted. Of course my mum and sister baked them ;)

p/s : As expected, I gained 1 kg (Y)

Entry 25 : I'm coming home...

OH YEAH!!!

2nd August, the date that I have been waiting for too long since I got enrolled here. At last, I can finally go home! Wuhuu.

But, the real moment that I really set my foot on my own house is on 4th August. Why? Hmm...let's say that I didn't get the ticket for home, and I have to stay overnight at my uncle's house in Kuantan. 

Serves me right. 

Oh, forget to be mention, as I stayed there, I did a thing that I have been longing to do. What is it? Baking! (What the?!) Truthfully, I'm bad with it. It seems that my hands doesn't have 'ong' in baking. 

Are you curious about the word 'ong'? I'm sure you knew, because we Malaysian! Okay, I still want to elaborate on it. 'Ong' simply means by that doesn't have luck on something. Yeah, just like I said earlier.

As I mentioned before, I do baking. But it is not me who made the dough or what; my aunt does that. My job was just watched over the oven and put the cream and toppings. The simplest job ever (in baking life). What works that I can do except this? I might ruined everything. Even so, it's worth a try. 

Yeah, maybe after this I try to make one? It's not impossible, but I know it costs me a lot if it doesn't worked out. Erk. 

Okay then, let's end here. Need to sleep. 

Assalamualaikum

Entry 24 : How was your Ramadhan?

Assalamualaikum everyone!

How's your raya? I bet that everyone have the good one. Alhamdulillah. But sadly, I still not in the Raya mood yet (for writing of course). So I'll write about it later. Today we are going to talk about Ramadhan!

Since the Ramadhan is the holy month for Muslims, I pretty sure every each of us did our very best to get His blessing. May all our good deeds accepted by Allah taala. As for me, its pretty challenging since I need to control my hunger which is not an easy task for a big-eater like me. Huhuhu. But anyway, I did my best. ( I almost drink my water, I hope Allah forgive me)

Here are my summary of my Ramadhan story, how about you? Mind to share?

Sahur with my roommates. That Maggi is a must! 

Having an iftar with my family outside at a restaurant (which I forgot its name), a great event I would say! But somehow it turns out to be ugly. Why? Oh...here comes the critic mood in me. Okay, let me explain this carefully. The place is nice, very nice, but when the moment when we took our orders, something unsatisfied comes to circle us around. The food that we order on 9.41 pm came out late. Around 10.35 pm. Seriously?! 10.35 pm?! Are you kidding me? Almost an hour we had been there. 

Then, the the food were tasteless, the price were really unreasonable and some punks who watched the soccer match yelled like crazy. All of that combined and lets see if there someone could turn to be Hulk. Haha. Kidding.

My lovely family.

Waiting for the food to come.

Even so, Alhamdulillah for all the great foods. Not to forget I managed to tarawikh frequently with my friends here at Surau Al-Muttaqim. Looking forward for te next year Ramadhan. In shaa allah.

p/s : Sorry, I didn't include the pictures of iftar with my classmates 2M3S10.  

Entry 23 : Forgive

Dear readers,

I'm truly sorry for not updating my blog. I'm quite busy now, with my new routine, fasting month Ramadhan (and playing games) of course ehem. Hahaha. Okay, shut the craps.

So yeah, I try to update more in the future and share something awesome with you guys. I'm pretty sure that it going to be good for both of us. There is a lot that happened to me but I can't remembered it so much as I am always forget that. Especially if that things is NOT necessary things. I talk to you, even the most important thing also I already forget, what more if that things is the least? For whom that close to me will understand this.

Here I would say sorry from the bottom of my heart for any wrongdoing that I've done to any of you. Including my lecturers who teaches me. Since Ramadhan is about to end and Syawal is just around the corner, it might be the right tie for me to say that. Though its quite early but heyy still we can say sorry at anytime and anywhere, right?

Till then. Love love love. <3

Assalamualaikum and have a great holiday!!!