Entry 15 : It's so heart-throbbing to see them...

Assalamualaikum...

     Everyone seems busy packing their stuffs, ready to get home, while I just silently watching them from afar. How nice it would be if my family suddenly come out from nowhere to surprise me, but I know it's impossible. I don't want to selfishly trouble them by coming here. How bad something is happening, I'll never tell them,. Whatever it may costs me, I'll take the responsible. Still, I also want to celebrate the Al-Mubarak with them. Ah, I miss to go to the bazaar nearby my house. The aunt that sells nasi lemak surely be there. Every years I never fail to not to visit her stall. It looks like I break my promise to her this year. Hmm...

     After I made a call to home, I figured out that all my siblings are all at home right now. That means only me left that doesn't present in that house. How sad can I be? When I went to the bazaar here, suddenly a vision of my father come through my mind. I used to go to bazaar with him and my younger brother. Oh man, I super-duper miss them. At this rate, even when I'm eating, I'll break down hard. Haha, what an exaggerating person am I.

     Even so, there's a few benefits if you stay here. I focus more onto study. I accomplished some of my works too. I keep repeating to myself that this lasts only for a year. Although they said a year but it is not exactly it is, we have 10 months left here. After you subtract the time for holiday, time to seep and eat, all left for us almost 8 months, in my rough calculation. So, I will make a promise for myself that I will try harder in order to get a good results. Especially in Science computer and Chemistry. In shaa allah. 

Entry 14 : 'Secret'...

Assalamualaikum and hi!

     I want to tell you guys about a good movie I recently watch. Actually, I had watched this movie when I was in my Form 1, around in 2008, but I still want to re-watch it. Have you ever heard of 'Secret'? This awesome film directed by Jay Chou, a creative Taiwanese director in creating his masterpiece. I'm so dumbfounded throughout the movie. The plot had been arranged nicely and its visual effects also the best. This film tells a 'simple yet beautiful' love story. The main actor, which is actually Jay Chou himself and the actress, Gwei Lun-Mei, really play well in emotions. Jay Chou, beforehand, also good in piano and Chopin is his favorite. The end of this film is unexpected and I enjoy it so much. So, I already listed it as my one of the best movie I'd ever seen and I won't lying, seriously. It was also nominated as the Best Asian Film but didn't won, but it's okay. I really recommend this movie to you.

The poster of 'Secret'

Jay Chou and Gwei Lun-Mei

    As for this week, I'm having two tests; Biology and Mathematics. Despite both I think are simply hard, but for me, the most toughest is the Chemistry subject. I really not interested in Chemistry, even when I am in secondary school. Although I tried hard on it, my result always ended up at grade C+. I didn't have a good chemistry with Chemistry, though. Haha. Even so, I just hope that I didn't messed up in my UPS. I'll be a dead meat if I didn't perform well. 

    Before we end this here, I would like to say something to you. 'Dream high, beyond expectation, be extraordinary and make sure that all of these effort are being made because of Allah s.w.t.'. If we have the passion to success, our actions also are going through it too, in shaa allah.

Entry 13 : My Chinese-looking friend

Hello, we meet again!

     I just having a chit-chat with my best friend, which I met her in PLKN. She is now study in the business field in MMU. She do looks like a Chinese when I first met her. Her actual name is Fatin bte Ahmad Chang. Actually her mother married to a Chinese man, which was already married before, and she end up has step siblings. Maybe she is a half-Chinese and half-Malay, I guess. When she was kid, she got enrolled into a Chinese primary school. So that's why her Mandarin are so good, and she also one of my friends that taught me that language. When we in the dorm, we will never expect that she actually a Malay because she blend in with the Chinese people so well. She really looks like a truly Chinese.

     I admit that I love to be her friend because of her characters. She is a happy-go-lucky person. A far as I know her, during the 3 months there, I never seen her get angry. Even though that she is a bit clumsy but, I think that is suits her well. Haha. She isn't the type of person who love to do sports. Whenever I ask her to play volleyball or netball, she will keep running from me. If you request her to play a game, I mean a sport, she definitely says NO. I know she will, but it's okay because she is my friend. She also not a person who likes to judge a book by it's cover, just like me. Whatever it is, I like to befriend with her forever.

     How I wish there is somebody that I can make a best friend here, like her. Ahh...but it seems impossible right now. I need to stop first because after this I'm going to do my works and go to sleep. So, I will see you next. BYE!!

Entry 12 : Fasting months now!!

Assalamualaikum everyone! How are you guys going?

     I am here, wanting to tell you some menu that our Prophet s.a.w. that he always eat during fasting month. Actually, I overheard this over the radio; IKIM.fm to be exact. So, I thought it's going to be useful to all of us, moreover, we can practice for it too.What I write is only 35% of what that narrator said because she spoke way too fast and I barely could catch up with her.

     You know what? Our Prophet s.a.w. never complaint what he really want to eat. He only eat what he had. Not only that, the foods also are easy to make and find. What are the menus? Here are some of it, hope we can practice this together :

• Dates and a glass of plain water.
• Tharid which is a bread that mixed with meats and some gravy
• Breads with vinegar.
• Breads with olive oil.
• Breads with cheese
• A porridge that made up from milk and wheat 
• Breads with dates.
• Dates with butter.
• Dates and cucumber
• Dates and a slice of watermelon.

     See how simple and healthy the foods are. Even though the quantities that we assume are so little but he made his day through the Ramadhan month only consume that foods. So, how about us?

Entry 11 : I'm dying for sweets!!

HI!

    Well, hello there. Haha. For some reasons, I really want to eat some slices of cakes, or should I say, the whole cake by myself? I never get the chances to eat cakes here. Can you hear my stomach starts to growl here? Okay, I already set it up, when I go home for this Raya Puasa, I'll make my sister bake a cake for me. Sounds cruel, huh? Even she furious at me first, she will do it lastly. Why? A simple answer; because she loves me! Furthermore, in that house, only me who she can make an 'experiments' with. I will do the testing the tastes of the cakes that she made. Among of the cakes that she made, I really love the blueberry cheese cake one. Totally superb. How nice it can be if I can eat those cakes at these times? Uh-oh. I also talked to my 'sis' that I want to make the honey cornflakes when I go home. Somehow, I just felt it is more like a tradition, because we always make that during the previous Raya Puasa. I enjoy making and eating it so much. Ah, my mouth started to watery right now. 

     All right, I need to stop here. I will come back after I had finished dream about my sweet and tasty cakes. Good night, buddy!

  

Delicioso!

What a beautiful~

P/S : Hmm...I don't want pictures. I want the real one!

Entry 10 : My PLKN memories~

Assalamualaikum,

         Here I just want to share something about my PLKN stuffs.  Yes, I know, it was over for almost 5 months already, but still, the memories that we cherish together will not easily forgotten by me. From there, I learnt how to be more brave to come upfront. Of course I am nervous, but you can't have something if you don't try for it, right? Yeah, I got a lot of friends there. Chinese, Indian and Malay, of course. Oh, did I mention about the Sarawak and Sabah people also came to that PLKN. Various of friends really make me exciting! They are all the best, because they share the same thought as mine. 

This is my Sarawak' friends

My close friends in PLKN

         Well, I also practicing  my Mandarin language there too. My Mandarin is still not strong enough, but they willingly helped me learnt it. They are so kind, I mean, those Chinese. Sometimes, after they taught me Mandarin, in exchange, I taught them Jawi. They said that they love how it looks. Although their writing is completely a bit untidy, but still okay. Still can be read by us. I got my name written in Jawi by them, and yes, I treasure it a lot.

          Various of competition are held among the companies; Alpha, Bravo, Charlie and Delta. I am the Bravo one. To be proud to say this, my Bravo company got No.1 for overall of those. One of the competition is decorating our dorms and its got judged once a week. Well...in this case, my company got No.2 after had been added up with the boys points. It was not bad, though. We cleaned up the dorms every weekends. Not only the dorms, but also included the toilets and the drains. If we had a little bit extra time, we do the decorating stuffs, etc.

           Back then, was a heaven, I told you. The food had been served at the precise time. All the things you got to do is, grab the plate, queued up, take the food and swallowed it all. Not so hard, right? It was free, and of course I didn't want it to be a waste. I enjoyed it to the fullest, man! Please, I am not the type of person who worried about their weight. Even I eat a lot, my weight still going to be constant. The average that I can assume is about 59 kg < x < 65 kg. During my time there, I gain only 1 kg, despite, I don't know, a drastically increase about my weight? Whatever it is, I enjoyed my meal there. Besides, it is free and I didn't have to use my money to buy something to eat. Unless if I want to eat ice-cream. Haha.

            Okay, maybe I'll just stop here. Actually, there's more that I want to show you guys, but maybe next time. So then, adios! 

      

Entry 9 : Oh my weekends!!

     I simply love weekends. Why do I say so? Let's say that , only at those leisure time, I get to do my things done. Maybe I should 'qadaq' my sleep then? Haha. Nah. Being here, for crying out loud, could make me insane! For my matters, which I mean, a pile of works needed to finish instantly. Oh yeah, have you ever heard a quote 'Time waits for no man'? It means that the time is not going to wait for you; you are the one that need to catch it up. If you are late, you are at loss. Well, I guess its true, though. So, even my mind and body desperately wants to enjoy the pleasure of weekends, I, somehow, have to consider about that. Some works must be submitted on this Monday, such as Biology lab report, Science Computer tutorial and Chemistry lab report as well. 24 hours per day isn't enough, really.

     Okay, back to our original topic, as I mention earlier, I love weekends. Oh, as I have much time left around the midnight, I spend it through watching a movie. It's has been awhile since I have not open my laptop. Even though I am blogging right now, I took a minute to watch Running Man; my favorite show ever. I don't want to explain it further because my entry is going to be full of it, where I'm sure enough about it. I watch it almost 2 episodes all together, and when I realize then, the time shown by my watch is about 2 am! So I hurried finish up my blogging for today and went to sleep. So, farewell then!