Entry 15 : It's so heart-throbbing to see them...

Assalamualaikum...

     Everyone seems busy packing their stuffs, ready to get home, while I just silently watching them from afar. How nice it would be if my family suddenly come out from nowhere to surprise me, but I know it's impossible. I don't want to selfishly trouble them by coming here. How bad something is happening, I'll never tell them,. Whatever it may costs me, I'll take the responsible. Still, I also want to celebrate the Al-Mubarak with them. Ah, I miss to go to the bazaar nearby my house. The aunt that sells nasi lemak surely be there. Every years I never fail to not to visit her stall. It looks like I break my promise to her this year. Hmm...

     After I made a call to home, I figured out that all my siblings are all at home right now. That means only me left that doesn't present in that house. How sad can I be? When I went to the bazaar here, suddenly a vision of my father come through my mind. I used to go to bazaar with him and my younger brother. Oh man, I super-duper miss them. At this rate, even when I'm eating, I'll break down hard. Haha, what an exaggerating person am I.

     Even so, there's a few benefits if you stay here. I focus more onto study. I accomplished some of my works too. I keep repeating to myself that this lasts only for a year. Although they said a year but it is not exactly it is, we have 10 months left here. After you subtract the time for holiday, time to seep and eat, all left for us almost 8 months, in my rough calculation. So, I will make a promise for myself that I will try harder in order to get a good results. Especially in Science computer and Chemistry. In shaa allah.