Entry 21 : My Cokoloto

Hello~

     Cokoloto turned one last week. She is such a big girl now! Who the hell is Cokoloto? My cute, playful big cat. Actually, she doesn't have brown fur even, it's just me who want to call her like that. I only realized it awhile after I thought about her. I really want to hug her right now. It just, I feel bad to the fact that I can't see her in her birthday(pfft). Unfortunately, I didn't have her photos before I got here. She must be missing me too, as I am the one that always play with her. IMaybe my father will take care of her but not my mom. My mom absolutely not one of the list that willingly take care of her, she even didn't want to touch her. Even so, she still okay if the cat play around her. Haha. My mom still have humanity, okay.

     Oh man, speaking test is on 29 July. That means this Monday! For God sake, I'm still not ready yet for this. I feel so much butterflies in my stomach. I got nervous easily, up to level I might cry for no reason. When I get nervous, I really speaks way too fast, and it resulting my tongue got twisted. I still can recalled when I do the oral in front of my class, in secondary school. My tongue twisted numerous time. Haha. It can be a good memory for me, though. Still, my English isn't bad at all....maybe? What do you think? Okay enough? Although my English is good, but I lack of confidence if I have to give a talk in front of people. Scary. Ah, how am I going to do with myself? Going to figure it out later.

So now, let me go to bed first. Adios!

Entry 20 : I have a dream~

* This post is for myself. I'm finding myself a strength when everything are messed up. I have a dream. If you know your dream is become nearer and nearer, you will never stop to pursue it. Aiseyman Atikah. Well said! Haha. Chaiyok! Chaiyok!

 I have a dream, a song to sing  

To help me cope with anything 

If you see the wonder of a fairy tale 

You can take the future even if you fail 

I believe in Allah 

Something good in everything I see  

I believe in Allah

When I know the time is right for me 

I'll cross the stream ------I have a dream  

I have a dream, a fantasy  

To help me through reality  

And my destination makes it worth the while 

Pushing through the darkness still another mile 

I believe in Allah  

Something good in everything I see 

I believe in Allah 

When I know the time is right for me 

I'll cross the stream -------I have a dream 

I'll cross the stream -------I have a dream  

I have a dream, a song to sing 

To help me cope with anything 

If you see the wonder of a fairy tale 

You can take the future even if you fail 

I believe in Allah 

Something good in everything I see 

I believe in Allah 

When I know the time is right for me 

I'll cross the stream -------I have a dream  

I'll cross the stream ------- I have a dream

Entry 19 : The last 10 of Ramadhan ;))

Bismillah.

Finally, Ramadhan is in the last 10. Must be the Muslims right now so buzy to grab the rewards that our God give to His servants in this last ten of Ramadhan, right? O Allah, please give me the strength to be apart of the group that very eager and excited want to pursue your rewards. Amin!

Let me ask you a thing. What is different between tahajjud and Qiamulail?

Tahajjud simply means we do a prayer after we wake up from sleep for awhile after the Isya'.

Qiamulail means that we liven up the night by doing something good such as read the Al-Quran, study, I don't know, maybe help your mom make the 'kuih raya' and continue sewing your clothes. Haha. Okay, no offence. 

Even so, both of it really have its own rewards for those who works on it and put Allah first in everything. Well, I also noted this as for myself too. So, I hope that all of us will make a time for it.

At home, I noticed that my father always wake up in the night and then he perform the tahajjud. I really want to be like that but the fact that I can't get up easily after I fell asleep troubled me sometimes. So, there will be times when I perform the tahajjud and sometimes I don't. Hehe ;))

Okay, that's all. I hope we will meet again next time! 

Entry 18 : The test

Tok! Tok! Assalamualaikum!

     Oh wow! Hi! I just finish studying the Biology and Mathematics as the test is on Monday and Tuesday respectively. I don't how the question is, but I just hope that it is not so hard. Our teacher, Madam Ku Suyati said that the questions about chapter 1 and 2 only. I don't know if I can perform it well. I might let my teacher down, if I get low marks than I should be. As for the Mathematics subject, the teacher said that from chapter 1 until chapter 4, will be confirm in the test. The matrices is the one that troubled me so much right now. I still don't understand about this topic. I just found it a little bit confusing for me. There's a lot of queries that I want to ask to the teachers but I can't find the right time to see them in cubicle. When I have the time, the teachers aren't in their places. So frustrating, sometimes 

     Even so, if I manage to study with my roommates, maybe, in shaa allah, I will get some of the knowledge. Better half than nothing, right? Who knows, maybe if I study well for this night, I may answer well in the test. I just say maybe, I didn't say it's confirm, okay? So, I better make my leave then. Pray for me tomorrow!

Entry 17 : Ohh, bazaar?

Assalamualaikum ;)

     Here I am sitting in the room, with my roommates, waiting for the azan to break the fast. A lot of foods that we brought from the bazaar. I went to buy a nasi kerabu with fried chicken. We share the foods together, all of us can have some of the tastes of the food. Is my sentences are correct? Oh, you know what, everyday I use up to RM6 to buy foods. I should be more careful in handling my financial. If I didn't manage it properly, I might risk my life here then. So, start from tomorrow, I will buy food below than RM4, if I can. I will try, though. In addition, I had made a rough calculation. If I buy foods at the Cafe A, I got to save some of my money. Usually, I spent RM3.90 per food that I buy there. So, maybe after this, I buy more at Cafe A. That is also depends if I lazy to go to cafe, I just straight to the bazaar, I guess.

     Oh, around 11:20 pm, just now, my childhood friend suddenly call me. Actually, he also got enrolled here too. What a coincidence! But we never get chances to see each other. Maybe he got so buzy handling his stuffs here. What all I know that he got Module 2 because he didn't took the Biology subject. We went chatting until the clock ticking to the midnight.So many things that we talk about. Doesn't he has anything to do? I want to do my blogging here. So at the end we ended up our talk and I also want to finish up this entry too because I totally feel sleepy right now.

     So then, let's make a stop here. Goodbye! See you later!

Entry 16 : IT"S BIOLOGY TIME!

Hi!

     Okay, when in the Biology lab practical, we had been asked to do an experiment about transport across membrane. We divided into two experiments; in plant cell and animal cell. Get ready for the explanation. 

     Let's move to plant cell first. In this experiment, we must carry out the osmotic pressure of potato cells. So, of course we need a fresh potato. We prepared 15 potato strips and ready for to be weight. The result of the mass, Alin is the one who recorded in her book. Then, we prepared five boiling tubes containing different sucrose concentrations. Next, each of them, we put 3 potato strips to be equal and waited for 30 minutes. 

     In the meantime waited for the potato strips to react, we pursue to the second experiment. In the next experiment, we needed to carry out the haemolysis and crenation of erythrocytes. Sounds professional, right? To accomplish this experiment, we need a donor of the blood. Sabariah, or Sue, generously giving us her blood, despite being afraid of the needle sterilized lancet to prickle her finger later. Before we started prickled her finger that had been wiped with alcohol, she looks a bit scared. She even not dared to look up her finger. The one who carried the job to prickle her finger is me. After she recited some du'a, the process of it went smoothly. Her blood also came out pretty good, even though her face looks really pale. She almost fainted. The blood then dropped into each of the prepared test tube and left for a few minutes. After that, we observed the blood. The teacher complaint that the blood looks pretty. She proudly said that it's hers. Yeah, she deserves that praises. 

      Remember our first experiment? After the 30 minutes are over, we weighted it back for recorded. So that's how our experiments today are ended. Thanks for reading allthough it's boring to the maxi. Hehe ;))

Entry 15 : It's so heart-throbbing to see them...

Assalamualaikum...

     Everyone seems busy packing their stuffs, ready to get home, while I just silently watching them from afar. How nice it would be if my family suddenly come out from nowhere to surprise me, but I know it's impossible. I don't want to selfishly trouble them by coming here. How bad something is happening, I'll never tell them,. Whatever it may costs me, I'll take the responsible. Still, I also want to celebrate the Al-Mubarak with them. Ah, I miss to go to the bazaar nearby my house. The aunt that sells nasi lemak surely be there. Every years I never fail to not to visit her stall. It looks like I break my promise to her this year. Hmm...

     After I made a call to home, I figured out that all my siblings are all at home right now. That means only me left that doesn't present in that house. How sad can I be? When I went to the bazaar here, suddenly a vision of my father come through my mind. I used to go to bazaar with him and my younger brother. Oh man, I super-duper miss them. At this rate, even when I'm eating, I'll break down hard. Haha, what an exaggerating person am I.

     Even so, there's a few benefits if you stay here. I focus more onto study. I accomplished some of my works too. I keep repeating to myself that this lasts only for a year. Although they said a year but it is not exactly it is, we have 10 months left here. After you subtract the time for holiday, time to seep and eat, all left for us almost 8 months, in my rough calculation. So, I will make a promise for myself that I will try harder in order to get a good results. Especially in Science computer and Chemistry. In shaa allah.