Entry 2 : Life isn't simple, right?

     Ahh...so tired today. I miss my mum. Oh, okay. Mentioning my family going to make my eyes watery. I lost my purse which means I lost my money. The baddest of all, I did't realize at all until I got into Cafe A. Seriously, I don't know where it goes to. But for God's sake, I rather not eating a lunch in a week in order to save money here. I save it on the things that I need to buy especially books or notes. I only get to eat if I really desperate for it. But now? How I'm gonna survive myself? I don't want to make my parents agitated about unrelevant things like this. How come I let them come here, which is far kilometers from home, just because of me? UNREASONABLE. They also tired from working too. Okay. Now the tears are flowing down fluently on my cheeks. Ahh...why it didn't want to stop? I know, it's just a small matter but it can be this big for me when you think about your parents. Oh God. I'm speechless. Really, really speechless.  I already looked to where I walked before this. I walked the same paths before I came to the cafe. But it's not there....sigh. What more I can do? It lost anyway. Even if I manage to find it, the money inside already gone, isn't? Haih...luck really is not mine here. Ahhh...tension. So,I want to take a nap, hoping this miserable thing didn't torture me anymore after I get up. Life must go on, right? But, still, it hurts me inside.

     From my point of view, I think that there's something behind this occurrence, it must be. I don't know what my God had set me something behind this. I just hope that tomorrow will be better and greater than today. Okay, wipe your tears and sleep. Thanks for reading. Bye.