Ahh, need some more time. Living here making me suffocate, really. Having a lot of problem in my mind right now, unsolved problems, until up to a level I cried. Sounds silly, right? Hmm...I don't know what else can I do. Argh, why I keep telling my problems here? One of the critical problems that I must faced is my financial problem, of course. I want to tell you more but let me keep this simple. I assumed that I'll use money to buy food just RM4 per day, I already fixed about it. Of course it is not enough for the big-eater like me. But I already exceed my money on food for today and yesterday also. Pergh!!! I cannot imagine how I gonna live for the next day. Must be a lot of money I use for useless thing. (Hmm? Really? Is buying food really is a useless things?) Ahh...I don't know yet. If I know the answer, I'll let you know. But for now, let me do something is more important right now, which is, study the science computer. See? This is one of the problems and not to mention about the chemistry subject also. I cannot understand some of the notes. But I'll find a way to overcome it. Somehow, I just feel that I am not serious about my study. I lack of confidence in myself. How I am suppose to do? If I getting myself way like this, seriously, my future is going to doom, man! So, in shaa allah, I'll gather my will to change it. Oh, God, please don't torture me anymore....
Okay. Chiao!!
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